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Post by Willow Zeaira on Apr 25, 2009 21:35:17 GMT
I was speechless. Incredibley, other than that once tonight, I had only cried once before. I had the worst feeling that right now I was going for three. I swallowed hard and ignored her question. "And what about you, da'aling? Seen any lads you like?" I faked a smile.
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Post by Elaina Waters on Apr 26, 2009 4:19:13 GMT
"You know what Willow I envy you"I said. The false smile was wiped off her face and a new confused look was plastered all over it."You see, you have people who care about you"I began to explain,"You have people who care enough to steal for you, who care enough to die for you, who care enough to kill for you. and all this caring is killing you to choose, and for that I pity you."She looked even more confused, so I tried again."You don't get it Willow, you have people who would care if you got hurt, who would notice if you were upset and who would worry if you left.I on the other hand,"I began to chuckle"If I left barely anyone would notice and those who would notice wouldn't even care enough to worry.And thats why I envy you Willow, you have people who care about you, even if they care a little too much"I finished in a whisper staring at the ground, trying not to look her in the eye.
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Post by Willow Zeaira on Apr 26, 2009 9:17:54 GMT
Elaina was now truly the nicest person I had ever had the honour to meet. I rubbed her arm gently, and said, "No, hun, that's not true. Maybe before you came here, but now... That's sure as hell not true." She smiled sadly and shook her head. "If you left, I would notice. Tie - Even bitchy Tie - would noticed, da'aling if you were gone we'd be sure to make every other damn living creature on the island notice, if it would bring you back. I don't know what went on in your old life, but it's obviously something you don't want to talk about, so I won't pry. But hun, get this into your head: You're wanted here."
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Post by Elaina Waters on Apr 26, 2009 11:20:15 GMT
"Your wanted here"I felt a tear fall down my cheek.Willow looked at my sympathetically."Thanks"I laughed my nervous laugh."So"I started"Do you think you'll ever talk to Tie again?"I laughed at my terrible attempt to change the subject.She laughed to not really realizing why I was laughing."Nope I shan't think so"she replied in a tone that made me laugh even more.It looked like something was bothering her."Are you OK?"I asked, getting more comfortable with asking her questions.
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Post by Willow Zeaira on Apr 26, 2009 12:33:35 GMT
"Actually, yeah." I smiled. And I was okay... For now, anyway. I didn't tell her that I could feel my phone vibrating gently in my pocket, because I knew it would be one of two people: Titania, or Chadwick. And I didn't want to talk to either of them right now. "Hey!" I just realized something, "Where's Alex?" I laughed.
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Post by Elaina Waters on Apr 26, 2009 12:46:57 GMT
"Wheres Alex?"She asked.I had to think for a while I didn't see her when we left."Em I actually don't know, I haven't seen her since before I saw you and"I hesitated"Eldon in the hall." She blushed at that.I began laughing."Whats so funny"She asked self consciously."Usually its me that blushes"I replied.She turned an even brighter scarlet, and we both laughed.
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Post by Willow Zeaira on Apr 26, 2009 12:58:27 GMT
"Actually, your right." I laughed with her. She stopped laughing suddenly. "Is your phone vibrating?" She asked. I frowned and tossed her my phone. "You wanna' answer it?" To my surprise, she did. I listened to her conversation. "Hello?" "..." "No, it's Elaina. I don't think she's in a good enough mood to talk to you yet." "....." "No you're not, she doesn't have a boyfriend... Hang on." She turned to me, "Are you going out with Chad?" She whispered. "No." I snapped.
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Post by Elaina Waters on Apr 26, 2009 13:15:38 GMT
"Are you going out with Chad"I asked knowing the answer before she said it. "No"she snapped at me. "Don't shoot the messenger!"I said defensively "Is it Chad on the phone?"She asked trying to disguise the bitterness in her voice. "No, its Eldon"I replied with a smile.She held out her hand as if to take the phone. I handed it to her before she could snap at me again. "Eldon"she started"Where the f*ck did you get my number"she said,not even trying to hide the bitterness in her voice anymore.
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Post by Willow Zeaira on Apr 26, 2009 13:21:30 GMT
"Titania gave it to me. She said she wanted to make up for what she did." "And she thought that giving you my number would make everything better?" "Star, I'm sorry for hitting your boyfriend, but he upset you, and--" "He's not my boyfriend. And neither are you." "I never said I was." "Then why do you care so much that he hurt me?" I demanded. I was so confused, and when I was confused I got annoyed. I was trying very hard not to cause a hurricane.
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Post by Elaina Waters on Apr 26, 2009 13:37:49 GMT
I saw the look in the eyes. "Calm down Willow, we can go back if you want"I said. She glared at me,"Or we could just say here" said quickly to her response, then I realized she wasn't mad at me. Whatever Eldon was saying to her was making her furious.
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Post by Willow Zeaira on Apr 26, 2009 13:43:59 GMT
"Just because I'm not your boyfriend doesn't mean I don't want to be." He answered swiftly. Now I was raging. "Calm down, Willow, we can go back if you want to," I turned to answer Laina but got distracted by Eldon. "Star please, all I want is another chance." "Or we could just stay here," Laina continued urgently.
{MC I made Brando on Gothards!!!! Btw, do you want a boyfriend on this site cause I've noticed your the only one without some kind of love interest XP}
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Post by Elaina Waters on Apr 26, 2009 14:02:53 GMT
{I hate that name:P em I don't mind it doesn't matter. Am I really the only one without some kind of how did you put it?...love interest?}
She was still on the phone and getting even more furious by the second, then I realized we weren't the only people in the hall.I could see someone lurking in the shadows. I'm guessing that that he saw me see him because he stepped out of the shadows with a sad hurtful look in his eyes.
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Post by Willow Zeaira on Apr 26, 2009 14:11:40 GMT
"Please, babes just give me a chance--" "No, Eldon." My voice broke. I felt myself go rigid, as an eerie realization swept over me. Laina had been silent for almost two minutes. Completely silent. Eldon was still talking to me, but I couldn't register the meaning of his words. I turned on my heels slowly, to see that Laina and I weren't alone.
{Whatcha want you boyfriends name to be, and who's the celeb?}
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Post by Elaina Waters on Apr 26, 2009 14:22:46 GMT
{I don't know I'm not good at making decisions}
She turned around with tears in her eyes. She was even more shocked then I was to find out we weren't alone.I felt so sorry for him, he looked so helpless and vulnerable.He looked at Willow with a new look of desperation in his eyes.She shook her head."I should go"he whispered as he turned around and left. And Willow let him.
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Post by Willow Zeaira on Apr 26, 2009 14:26:48 GMT
I hung up the phone immediately, not bothering to explain or say good bye. I leaned against the wall and slid to the floor. Laina sat down beside me. "Elaina I--" I didn't know how to say it, "I think I love him." She put her hand gently on my shoulder. "He hates me," I told her, "He really hates me."
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